I hate loving you so much.. But I love you too much to hate..

It's so hard falling in love with someone who hardly could care less about you..

That person you think about every day and night..
That person you want to forget but can't..
That person you want to hate for not loving you back, but can't..

What happens when you tell them and they say its so sweet and blah blah blah but then just go back to the same old routine of pretending you dont exist.

Love is a bitch..
When you get it right it's wonderous, it's amazing, it's wonderful, it makes you so happy..
But that's only when it's shared.

If you are the only one in love, it hurts..
Rejection
Anxiety
Anger
Forced forgivenes..

I say forced because you don't really have a choice now do you?
No, because

a) They didn't really do anything wrong
b) You only made yourself angry by overthinking
c) Love is a forceful bitch.

Is it god who made me love you?
Is it just my animal instinct?
Or is it that we are a perfect match although you can't see it..?

I guess i can understand though..
Must be hard to even WANT to love someone who is on the other side of the world right?

Ehh.. This sucks.

 

Chau <3